I often wondered if you were tired of me talking about this season I have been in. I also reminded myself not to care so much about others think and blog about it anyway. So many times in life we love a comeback story but spare us the details. Well, I am happy to announce that I have accepted this season I am in! I don’t know why I feel as if maybe angels and ancestors are children and God is smiling. I did want some type of light beam coming from the heavens to land on me. But, no, none of that. I didn’t feel a great peace either but I did feel a slight ease in my heart. A tiny yielding to this very long season of trials and tribulations. Turbulent is putting it mildly. As someone’s granny or grandpa may say, “This thing has turned me every which way but loose.”

I received so many spiritual downloads and signs this week it was hard to keep up with recording them all, remembering them all. I have some really good days and I appreciate every single morsel of them. Savoring them like a decadent dessert or a favorite home cooked meal. I do not know if acceptance will change what I am going through. In fact, I think it will not. I do think the more I accept the fact this season will change at the appropriate and appointed time let’s me know that it will end. This, too, will pass. It may be passing like a large kidney stone, yet it will pass. (HA!) I can only imagine there will profound growth and hopefully some astonishing wisdom imparted. And if not all of the grand things, then maybe this is reinforcement of what I already have in wells of soul.

~Love Nikki