It’s the energy of this month and I understand this. It’s dredging up things you thought you had forgotten, good or not so good. It’s bringing up things from the past and recent past, good or not. It’s triggering good and not so good things. Hold on my beloveds. Hold on tight. But if it’s good. Open up beloveds. Open up!

Currently trending in my life are issues with my aging parents. Surely, Monday would be a day of ease and mundaneness. No. It was a morning of unwanted energy that brought up so much frustration, anger, and confusion. But this time it wasn’t all day. It took me most of the evening to be okay and most of the night to settle down. As I was on my yoga mat, practicing Yin Yoga for anxiety, several things from Spirit came to me.

As my mind wanted to drift into thoughts about all of the years I had wasted, I heard this, “Don’t worry about the years you wasted. I will restore the years of the cankerworm.” And then I began to cry on my yoga mat.

Joel 2:25-26 King James Version (KJV)And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpillar, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you.

May you know restoration, too.

~Love, Nikki ~