What will it take to organize the chaos from the “world” and personally in our own lives. There’s a difference between herding 3 five year olds and herding a classroom of two year olds. Not that they are animals but, you get the point. Our thoughts can be like that. The outside noise can be like this. The problems and situations in our lives can be small things, medium things that we can “organize” and deal with. There are larger things that may take longer to work out but, sooner or later we get a handle on it. However, there are times when there is not only a herd of chaos, there is a stampede!

Weirdly, oddly enough, I am coming into more clarity about this time we are living in and about this trial and tribulation I am “going through”. It doesn’t make sense and it makes sense. I’m the woman for the job and I am not the woman for the job. What I am saying is, I have enough knowledge to deal with some of this because of what I have “grown” through. But I need more wisdom and knowledge to help me. I am the woman for the “chaos” or situation because of who I am today but, I also need more wisdom and knowledge as I become more of the woman becoming. You can substitute woman for man or human being. This magnitude of chaos lets me know in this evolved/evolving phase (As I have said before, transformation and evolution are not the same), I realize this is part of growth. This next spiral up.

This phase requires more organizational skills. This phase requires new skills. This is a different beast. And that is why I am worn out at times, mentally and spiritually, and even at a soul level because I have not dealt with this kind before. It’s like seeing an animal we didn’t know exist show up on our doorstep. What is this? Even some of the experts are stomped. Have you ever heard someone say, “Become curious about what you are going through?” I have and I have been resistant to it. However, I am naturally curious about my life, my behavior, thoughts, and all of those things about other people. I find life interesting. Yet, when I face huge challenges, I don’t want to be “curious”. I want them to be over (lol).

However, after the “why me?” (and no, not why not me), after the “what the hell is going on?” There comes darkness in the midst of the chaos and it’s a bit terrifying in the darkness. Especially, when it’s an unknown beast coupled with other things roaming around. After throwing everything at it including the kitchen sink, you start to look for hope. All you need is a smidget (See this blog post https://nikkisconfettilife.com/2025/07/21/digging-up-hope-in-the-valley/) and a dash of faith. A slither of each. I think those two things are the beginning of organizing the chaos. In my next blog post I will “throw out” some ways in which I am beginning to organize this chaos, this beast of burden with skills that I have and skills that I am learning. With current wisdom and knowledge and with those two things being freshly downloaded and offered to me Spirit and through other beings who, too, have faced some beasts of a different nature.

~With Love, Nikki