I went against my better judgement in an attempt to be “nice” and show a person what it would be like to be in an environment of good energy. It backfired but NOT enough to disturb the vibe. I found myself somewhat watering down the small fire they seemed intent on setting. I asked myself, “Why did you do that Nicole? Why did you expect anything different?” I was hopeful. Once again, hoping against the odds. I almost went to bed with a bit of a bad taste in my mouth because bad energy is strong even in its smallest dose. It’s like the medication methotrxate used for Rheumatoid Arthritis Disease and Lupus. No matter what you take it with or how fast you try to swallow it, there is always that bitter, disgusting taste. Even if you get just a little, it still like YUCK.

YUCK. I almost went to bed with their YUCK stuck in my spirit. Instead, I decided to turn it around because they weren’t the only one that was slightly off in their energy. If I would have focused on that I would have forgot about the others that brought their peace, joy, cheer, and good vibes. I would have not thought about the decor and the food and how conversation flowed over the noise of others mood and bad juju. I would have missed an opportunity to bask in the fact that I did something I’ve always wanted to do but, I am going to do it differently next year. I’m going to change up the attendees until I get the fit I am looking for. Everyone does not belong in every environment and I get it.

You know, maybe you are having a bad day, week, month, year, life. Do something about the YUCK in your spirit like heal through spirituality, religion, therapy, whatever it takes. And if you happen to be around some of these people, DON’T LET THEIR YUCK GET STUCK IN YOUR SPIRIT. Wash it out with gratitude, thankfulness, refocusing on the beauty and good in your life and on your own journey. No ma’am and no sir! I can’t let your YUCK get stuck in my spirit!

~Nikki