October 1st. We made it to another month. This month’s energy (atmosphere if you’re religious)?

Opportunities, growth, and transformation but you’ve got to use your personal power. You’ve got to take your potential into action. Opportunities will be presented but opportunities will be created by you.

Today I listened to a message from a minister who is also a psychiatrist. I want to be vulnerable here. You’re going to need vulnerability, the power of vulnerability this month. Here is my spiritual experience this morning:

When that LIVING WORD (or TRUTH) hits you in the core and you fall to the ground and those tears start to flow and all is CLEAR….

IT’S ME GOD, NICOLE.

I AM THE PROBLEM. (IMMEDIATELY I HEAR, “YOU ARE ALSO THE SOLUTION. SAY IT.)

I AM THE SOLUTION. THE SOLUTION IS WITHIN ME.

I AM OUT OF LINE. I AM OUT OF YOUR WILL.

GOD: COME DAUGHTER. COME INTO ALIGNMENT.

ME: I’M SCARED. I DON’T TRUST YOU IN THIS AREA. I DON’T TRUST YOU IN THIS PLACE.

GOD: COME DAUGHTER. WE CAN FIX IT. WE CAN WORK ON IT TOGETHER.

My heart was pricked. Such a message or sermon that reached the depths of my thoughts and confirmed the depths of God.

OPEN SESAME, OPEN. SAYS ME. OCTOBER. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO OPEN? What do you NEED to OPEN?

~Nikki

OPEN OCTOBER.