Something was different when I spoke at my home church last Sunday. It wasn’t the message or how it was written. It did come two weeks earlier than usual in it’s fullness. I know what was different and I believe it was me.

It was the new me taking shape. The evolved me filling in more. More of my authenticity coming through, shining through. I loved being in free form. I was excited as always to bring the Word of God. Stay with me my non-Christian friends and family. This is something we all can benefit from.

Years ago I begin the process, by force, of discovering my authentic self. I had many transformations after that and when I had what I called an evolution, it was a very dark time in my life. And now that I think back before the authentic self journey, which I will link if I can find it, I have had some evolutions. I think when we pair becoming our authentic, higher selves, with these times after and during evolution, it can become dynamic. It felt like freedom. It felt weightless. It felt like oil flowing. It felt like water flowing. It felt being in synch with SPIRIT. I hope to feel this way again.

And oh yes, I still had some butterflies in my stomach. Before hand, I did have some anxiety. But as expected, those things dissipated. If you are a speaker, teacher, professor, or have to give presentations, etc. there is nothing like being in a flow but there is something different when you are in synch. I can flow from rehearsal and memory but, that doesn’t mean I am in synch or aligned. It just mean I performed. And sometimes, in business, in life, you have to perform a task. But when you are in your element and at full authenticity, it’s something electrifying about connecting with your audience.

~Nikki