I know you may not believe me but, REALITY is your friend. Pretending everything is okay, pretending you are okay, IS NOT OK. In fact, look at what you have been putting up with, avoiding, pretending isn’t happening, and tell me it’s not either the same or worse. Keeping the peace while you’re falling to pieces on the inside or are in pure hell mentally isn’t helping you. It’s hurting you. It’s hurting your physically. You can’t exercise it away. You can’t outrun it or out sleep it. You can’t drink it, drug it, smoke it, sex it, cheat it, lie it away. When you open your eyes the reality of your situation is STILL THERE.

This energy this month wants you to FACE THE REALITY. Are you happy? Is this working? Is this where you want to be in life? Is this who you want to be in life? Is this who you want to be with? What does life look like for you now and how do you want it to be in the future? Is this how you want to feel for the rest of your time here?

I am answering these questions and more in my life right now. I do not want other people’s issues to make my life a miserable. I have have wasted years, recovered years, and I will be damn if I spend the rest of my life wrestling with a person that I can’t save, deliver, heal or change. As I go forward with GUSTO, I will have to go at it without them and a few others.

I know facing reality isn’t easy but the truth of the matter is LIVING A LIE OR LIES OR IN A FANTASY ISN’T EASY EITHER. In fact, it’s worse.

~Nikki