Let it go they say. Let it fade they say. It’s ok. Autumn is upon us and so is the Pisces eclipse and full moon on September 7th. When I think of energies, I think about the fact that everything and each person holds a vibrational energy. All I have to do is remind you of a time you walked into a room and it felt heavy or you walked into a person’s home and you felt at home. Welcoming. It’s the energy.

I don’t know what came over me this week but there is a loud, “Frankly, my dear, I don’t give a damn” – Rhett Butler (Gable in Gone With The Wind) in my spirit. I say I don’t care and then I grapple with the feelings of not caring. I have to beat them into the submission of not caring because I am sensitive and empathetic. However, when I no longer care about something or someone, I really, really, DON’T CARE. I know that may be jarring to some but, not caring about someone doesn’t mean you don’t love them. It means they have exhausted your capacity and you turn them over to themselves and in my case, God. I continue to “prayers and thoughts” (Why, yes, I did use those words together as a verb) with sincerity for the most part. It doesn’t mean I am not concerned about the situation. It means I have done all I can do or I am willing to do in the natural. I then, once again, turn it over completely to the spiritual realm. It’s out my hands.

I have told myself this week, I don’t care. I could care less. And my favorite, “Frankly, my dear, I don’t give a damn.” I don’t know but it’s so empowering once you TRULY “Let go, let God, let them and let me.”-Nicole Jackson Finally, after all the turmoil of the year, I have arrived at the I don’t care mark. I give thanks for that. I know my heart and mind are a little bit more at ease and can take this energy elsewhere.

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~Nikki


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