It’s a comeback. You’re starting to feel a connection or re-connection to something, some idea, a tucked away project. The little fire that was almost put out is beginning to grow. Apart from all the is going in the world, apart from the drama in my life, “What is it that I want to do with my life?”

In therapy Monday, I was asked, “Apart from the church, apart from the pastor, what is it that you are supposed to be doing? What is it that God wants you to do at this moment and time in your life?” And just like that it felt like a door was opened for me to leave (literally or figuratively) the chaos. Remember, or let me remind or tell you that I have been in rest mode and soft productivity mode. I have been forced to rest more than I have been creating. It was weird and I resisted quietly but, it didn’t matter. My body would simply shut itself off. I knew this to be God or Source or what name you choose. I was being made to lay down in green pastures.

Lately, I have felt a RAMP UP in my spirit. Some sort of ACTIVATION is being pushed. I feel more creative. I feel like I want to create. I feel like I want to write. It’s like I am waking up. Sitting in the green pastures instead of laying down. What is it that I am supposed to be doing right now? What is it that God/Source wants me to do? Oh! What’s that? I feel something new calling me. A different direction. A different path. A new feeling. I feel some POWER. CHOICE is POWER. FOCUSING on me brings me into my own power and out of the chaos of life. If I am to help, decide on how I will help. If I am supposed to leave, decide on how to leave and trust where to go will be provided for me.

I was so happy, so relieved, and so filled with a different type of energy when the therapist asked those questions. It let all of the air out of that room in my mind. I felt a Woosah in my spirit, if you will. (That’s a relief.)

Seriously, are you ready for a comeback? Come back to you. Come back to your senses. Come back to your peace. Come back to your soul mission. Come back to your hopes, dreams, desires, passion. Come back and do a new thing. Do a big thing. Do amazing things.

~Nikki