So, in that dream about an apple tree (I know you love how I just pick up where we left off lol. So Piscean of me. https://nikkisconfettilife.com/2024/05/26/sunday-morning-coffee-musings-apple-trees/), I told my cousin I also wanted to grow tomatoes.

I know what this means for me. Tomatoes can represent prosperity. And yes, I want to “grow” wealth. I am currently working on my finances as I have been for years now. I realize more and more that it’s not only about my mindset but, understanding my habits like why do I spend like I spend. What is it that moves me to spend unnecessarily. What makes it difficult for me to refrain from purchasing at the wrong time and why it’s a challenge to go months without spending. ROOT WORK is where I am in this “growing” of wealth.

I ignore all talk of “it’s too late” and “I am too old” and “I should have started when I was younger.” The only one I agree with is I SHOULD have started younger. But none of these are valid reasons why I shouldn’t start from where I am. Tomatoes are signs of upcoming abundance and that the hard work I am doing will eventually bear fruit. I have a sticky note posted on my bathroom wall with other affirmations and quotes, “Working on my relationship with money will bring abundance on a massive scale.” I believe this with my whole heart and soul. The lack of discipline on my part is eye opening. The discipline required is brutal.

~Nikki