Anxiety & Depression: The Un-winning Combo

Sleepless nights. Last two weeks have been the worst this year. Getting molly whopped. For the first time in a while I actually felt hopeless. I actually verbalized that to God. And then God said can you just trust? I said, “I don’t know. I guess. I’ll try.” And guess what? Things didn’t change much.

I UNWILLINGLY listened to a sermon by Dr. Jeremiah and the whole time I was MEH, Uh, rolling my eyes. But I kept listening. I grabbed what I could to hold onto. Broken pieces. CLEARLY this is one HELL OF A STORM and I am in the middle of the sea. Daylight comes and so does the night. No sustainable JOY yet. No wonder God asked me if I could just “trust”. And I say, today, it won’t be the trust folks make it out to be. It’s gonna be some ugly trust. This is NAVIGATION. This is the NAVIGATION I told you, you would need this year.