I gotta be honest with you to help you, to help us. I DON’T FEEL LIKE I’VE ACCOMPLISHED ANYTHING FOR MYSELF THIS YEAR. I’m talking about my own personal goals. I’m talking about what I believe God gave me. I feel like last year just rolled and compounded into this year.
I said this in therapy and she said that’s not true. She pointed out some growth. But I wasn’t feeling that. I’m always and forever developing spiritually.
And last night while staying overnight to help with my dad I saw a clip on YouTube (I’ll link it in the comments). But this part: “GOD’S PRIORITIES FOR EFFICIENCY IN THIS LIFE IS NOT OURS.” AND THAT… THAT SET ME FREE FROM THE SOCIETAL STANDARD OF BEING PRODUCTIVE that I obviously had reverted back to. I’m not VALIDATED and VALUED by what I do or how much I get done and what I accomplish.
I am valued. I have value. I am priceless, too.
I am VALIDATED by my existence from the MOST HIGH.
Relax Nicole. Chill. Step back. You have indeed accomplished some things and are yet conquering some things while going through many things. Tough year. But I’m tougher.
Love, Nikki ~
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